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Monday, August 31st, 2009
9:45 am	Update...? Same message as the previous one! ^^; Oh, also our Geocities website is going to be gone. Everyone's changing everything, so it now appears that Geocities isn't going to be free anymore, and I don't want to pay for it. That's about it. I think they said something about ending it sometime in October. Just letting you all know! ^^ Current Mood: blah Current Music: "Eyes Love You" - hide (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 14th, 2008
6:22 pm	postponed... yet again. ^^; / Lorit Hey everyone! Yes, I know, it's been a while since we've posted. *gasp!* But guess what??? It's going to be even MORE of a while until we post again!!! Mainly because school starts Monday--boo. But yeah. Just wanted to leave this post here so you all know! Sayonara! -Lorit Metallium Current Mood: hungry (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 20th, 2008
5:24 am	'nother dream... // Lorit Metallium Okay, I just had a strange dream that was like a video game. The game play is kind of set up like Kingdom Hearts. You're a character and you're traveling through a forest. All of a sudden a character appears (like a Nobody) by just phasing in. There's a little talk scene... you can't see his face. All you see is his faded yellow/silver hair - he looks between 22-25 years old while having femininely long hair. His eyes are shadowed and he has short split bangs reaching his cheekbones. The chatting continues before your character takes a stance as though he's ready to fight. (The character we were was a male.) The enemy vanishes and we were left with no option but to go into the other "room." As said before, the scene was like a forest. To get from "room a" to "room b," one had to travel down a dirt path surrounded by trees... then the scene would change and you'd be in the second part of the forest. Well, once we reached the second part of the forest, we started getting attacked by an unknown enemy. The way to avoid that was to lock on to the enemy and repeatedly try to slash him with whatever weapon was in our hands (I don't remember what weapon it was, but it was something with slashing like a sword). The problem was that this new enemy would always be floating back... well, he was floating, but he's always scooting back. You had to time the slashes at the beginning. If not, he would vanish and appear even further back. He would have his occasional attacks that would power him up and cast a spell that would damage and push you back some. But once he reached as far as he could in "room b," he would make his way toward "room a." It would be a repeat with both rooms, so it's like a game of cat and mouse. As for the appearance of this 'new enemy,' he was a feminine male. His hair was a faded yellow and blue, and he had long straight hair which reached his mid-back. He had a feeling of youthfulness among him... maybe 16-19 years old. His 'bangs' weren't really bangs. In a sense, they were like Sephiroth's hair in FF: Advent Children. ...It honestly felt like fighting Yazoo in the game. Well, after getting enough hits in, the 'new enemy' quits floating around and falls down on the ground... He looks up at your character and vows a vengeance until the 'original' enemy appears. They both look at each other, a moment of silence passing by. The older enemy grimaced some while turning to your character. It was then at that moment you realized that the one you were fighting was the younger self of the original enemy. The younger self faded out of existence in defeat as a Nobody would in Kingdom Hearts II. After he faded, the original enemy turned to face you. . . That's when I woke up. Now I can't go to sleep. T_T -Lorit Metallium Current Mood: awake Current Music: ending theme to FFVIII (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 2nd, 2008
12:17 am	Semmoss update transferred here / Marchosias It is interesting how people can talk about something in which they only know part of the story. My opinion is to not speak about anything until you know the entire story. It is also important to get the story correct before preaching to an unknown amount of people. One may simply believe a story in their mind or go with actual events and time frame. Our ex, however, had to go with the former. It has been a while, that is true, but the memory of a first could never go away no matter how hard you try to forget it. Unless something occurs where we have amnesia or if all agree to forget, then it shall be remembered. But not all have agreed, and amnesia has not stricken us. So with that, we must live with the pain. Lies are what break relationships apart. "I am always willing to be friends still with you." Before, yes, we were told of his philosophy... but he said this after he ran from us. Then later on, "I told her before that I would eventaully stop talking to her. Nothing against her. Just that my philosophy that exs can't be friends and that they should move on." If that is the case, he simply lied to us there. Willing to be friends was not a part of his plans. We sent him some essays which could have been proof-read, but simply guessing, he didn't bother looking at them. There was a moment when Lark spoke with him. It has been a while after he left to China, so he thought he'd catch up with him. Also during that time, it was after reading that he'd still be friends with us. "After the chat was over, I put that account on the ignore list with the rest." Simply shows he wasn't serious and was lying his way through. Questions are asked to know more about a topic. Our current boyfriend wished to know about our ex. We let him see the message. We told him how we felt about the situation. He helped comfort us. We didn't tell or show the information for attention. We showed him because he wanted to know what went wrong in the relationship. He wanted to know the entire story rather than hearing it from one side. The best way to give that information was to show him the raw material. With that, he could make his own assumptions and ask questions about the parts he did not understand. How something can be taken out of context by reviewing the raw material is not understood by me. People have different opinions on who they want in a relationship. Some get in a relationship for love, some for money, and some out of pity. The relationships done out of pity should cease to exist. People need to get in relationships because of love. It should not matter how one's mate looks as long as one loves the individual. Females need to be told that they are beautiful. They need the self-confidence to help survive in the crazed world where if one is not in fashion or the "perfect model," they are ridiculed. Low self-confidence can lead to suicide. Not letting one be thyself can lead to depression and/or insanity. Restrictions of an individual is another cause for a break-up. But loving someone, even if they restrict you, is a dangerous game to play. You're giving your freedom to someone who can either let it blossom or destroy it completely. In our case, our previous partner allowed our love to grow before smashing it with an e-mail or two. Communication is an important part in a relationship. Without communication, a partner may not know what the other is feeling. One must tell how they are feeling when something occurs. Stereotyping and believing that all females are empathic is not a trail to travel by. Some females are unaware of the emotions around them. Some of them must be told how another is feeling to understand things better. In most relationships, one partner thinks the other can read minds and solve the problem without being told. Newsflash: most, if not all, cannot. In all honesty, I do not know what else to say. Yes, we have decided to cease contact with our ex, but the memories still linger as said before. Some may try to finish off by acting more superior than the one they look down upon... I'll just end here. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 22nd, 2008
12:32 am	job..? / Xelfi Well, it seems the job we once had is now over. The night we got our first paycheck, the night Vicky asked us to leave. Low productivity, you know? We should be getting our second paycheck though. As for how, I'm not certain. Do we go over there to pick it up, or do they mail it to us? Also, we got our hair dyed again! It's now reddish/brownish/black. It's cool. If Grace's mother was going to dye it purple, I'd be in Hissel's favor and ask her to cut our hair short. I don't think Jax, Lorit, or most of the other females/males(Yazoo, General) would like that, though. ^^; Uhhh... not much to say... I guess that's it for now. Sayonara! -Xelfi Datchet Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)
Friday, June 13th, 2008
2:57 am	Job and life... / Jax Rihalis Well, it seems we're kind of running behind on the job. We're SUPPOSE to do 40 cases an hour, but right now, we're still in the 20s range... We need to get things done faster, or they'll fire us. >.>; Hnnn... also, I got some Chocolate Mix Skittles today at Wal-Mart! ^_^ They're tasty! Also, we got a movie for Grace's father for Father's Day - The Dark Crystal. I hear it's a good movie, but I've yet to watch it. Hnnn... Also, Grace's brother got a rabbit for a pet. He and Dania (his g/f) got it. They named her Lola. She's a white rabbit with red eyes -- really pretty! ^_^ Well, I guess that's all for now. Adios! -Jax Rihalis Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 24th, 2008
2:39 am	New Job / Jexis Rihalis Well, it has been confirmed. We went to the commissary to work our first day there. It seems interesting. We were in aisle 10 (the practice aisle) and helped Donna (our instructor) put things up. We were taught how to look at the date, bar code, how to rotate and arrange the items, and keep things remembered. Labels face forward, try not to have the bar code showing, 40 cases need to be done per hour, for nonstackable items, two of them are up front, the rest are in the back, and no items pass the shelf line. Also, make sure the recent date is up first. If an item is dented via the top or bottom, or if it expires within the current day/month, we take them off the shelf. It seems like this job is going to be great. We have to go work again tomorrow/today at 7:30pm. It's actually quite fun. Emblem is also getting her high school diploma tomorrow/today. It's going to be at the Great Plains Coliseum at 2pm. Unfortunately, we can't make it because we're going to be resting for our job. Aside from that, I don't know what else to say. I might make a link at our Geocities website telling visitors to visit this place if they wish to know more of our day. It's such a hassle, after all, to keep switching accounts just to update something. Well, I suppose that is all for today/tonight. Adios. -Jexis Rihalis Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 22nd, 2008
4:54 pm	stuff / Jexis Rihalis though this is late, here's an update... school's finished... we got our grades... Family Relations - A History of Psychology - B English Composition II - A Figure Drawing - A hnnn... I don't know what to say... We're looking for a summer job here.. we already applied working as night stocker at the commissary.. I'm currently looking at some other applications right now.. might be filling those out as well if the commissary doesn't take us... I guess that's it? adios... -Jexis Rihalis Current Mood: tired/bored (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 9th, 2008
9:16 am	Exam Finals... / Jexis Rihalis Wow. It seems as though it's been forever since we've last updated this.... Hnnnn.... well, I'm just waiting for our English Exam right now... it starts at 10. Our Psychology exam didn't go so well... The teacher told us what to study, but he didn't tell us WHAT to study... We didn't expect about 5-10 questions on one subject... We looked through all the subjects and gathered as much bit information as possible... We weren't really inclined on looking deep in each paragraph for a specific topic of who did what and what process did what, etc., etc. But yeah. I personally do not think we did well on that exam. Probably a D or F in my opinion... Hnnn... Well, we have SOME good news! Our artwork we thought was due yesterday extended its date to Tuesday. So now we have more time to finish it without feeling disappointed about it and ripping it up when it's graded. ^_^ Bad news about that is we're going to be working on it until Tuesday. >.<; So that's like school after-hours... Well, I suppose that's all for today. Ah, and our XelfiGrace account on IMVU now has the Access Pass, heh. The items there look quite intriguing... But yes, that is all for now. Adios. -Jexis Rihalis Current Mood: calm (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 28th, 2008
5:48 pm	YES!!!! / Hissel YATTA~!!!! I just noticed this, but my Fausto's Bottle evolved some! YEAH! It's no longer a wee little thing, but more of an infant now! YEAH! IT'S SO FUCKING CUTE!!! It's resting on my head... ^-^ GOTTA LOVE IT!!!! -Hissel Rihails Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
5:24 pm	school / Hissel *is on the ground, crawling toward the computer keyboard* must..... write.... about..... today.....!!!!! GAH! *dies* *bro. comes along and pours hot cocoa on my face* GAAAAAAHH!!! YOU!!!! *points at Jax* HOW DARE YOU WASTE MY PRECIOUS COCOA!!!! NEXT TIME I'LL DO THAT TO YOU WITH YOUR TEA!!!!! *gets glared at* orr..err.... maybe not... ^-^; ANYWAY! ~I am actually writing..!~ and I'm starving like hell... -_-; but yeah. busy with school work, so sorry I/we couldn't chat much! Basically we have a test on Monday over our Family Relations. And on Tuesday, our 5-7 page English essay is due. We only have 1 1/8 pages written. uhhh... our Psychology test is going to be next week either Wednesday or Friday... and that's as far as I can remember right now... OH! I took a photo of other people's drawings of Lady Lorit when she modeled in front of our Figure Drawing class! It looks almost like her! They just needed to fix her ears, have her hair slightly longer in the front and include her scars. umm... .......yeah. I guess that's it. The reason for our disappearance... school work. x.X; well, adi! -Hissel Rihalis Current Mood: hungry (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 24th, 2008
1:21 am	stole from shock! / Hissel I _____ Hissel. Hissel is ______. If I were alone in a room with Hissel, I would _______. I think Hissel should _____. Hissel needs ______. I want to ____________ Hissel. Someday Hissel will________. Hissel reminds me of _______. Without Hissel _______. Memories of Hissel are ________. Hissel can be __________. Worst thing about Hissel is _________. Best thing about Hissel is _________. I am ________ with Hissel. Current Mood: cheerful (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 20th, 2008
6:39 am	"Jax Day" / Jax alright... so yesterday... was interesting.. woke up surprised as hell since everyone was around and yelled, "HAPPY JAX DAY!" ...scared me to shit... anyway, the day went well.. everyone was around having an enjoyable time... except for Jack. I guess he doesn't prefer large groupings like this when it comes to celebrating a demon's day.. *laughs* anyway, he stayed in front most of the time... mainly going to school and doing the homework... hnn... I-- --bro. got drunk yesterday, he was spewing everywhere, ya know?! It was so fucking awesome!!! --AHEM!!! *lightly blushes* ...they didn't need to know that, bro... .......but yeah, I suppose I did get a bit tipsy, but that was it. Nothing too major or drastic... ..... If I'm correct, we might be going to the eye center today to get some glasses.. heh, I guess Jack isn't comfortable with contact lenses... well, there goes another way to tell the difference... he'll be wearing the glasses, there you go! also, today happens to be Xellos and Filia's 5th Anniversary.. interesting.. "Jax Day" on the 19th, and their anniversary on the 20th.. 2 days of fun... well, for them at least... I wonder if he's going to lock her in his room again.. hnnn... well, I suppose that is all for now... adios. -Jax (& Hissel) Rihalis Current Mood: drained (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 17th, 2008
11:00 pm	eh / Jax Okay, well, some good news... the subscription that Lady Lorit signed up for.. Datil gave them a call.. she was in an upset mood already because of us waking her up at that hour... instead of a 4 year subscription and paying $956.88, we're now at a 1 year subscription paying only $215.88. Dumb-ass company... can't even cancel or pay a cancelling fee... Anyway, that was some recent old news... new update for tonight... something I wrote during church... not much, so yeah: Hnnn... last night Grace's mother and I had somewhat of a mother/daughter talk... mainly about Rick... but while we were conversing, she was doing our nails... *slightly twitches* But, yeah... Our nails are now colored with sparkling glitter. Hnnn... she still brought up the picture of the other guy she wants us to be with... Che... I don't really want to socialize with such a person. They're going to be wanting us to do things we cannot do... *sighs* Hnn... damn... Can't believe I'm saying this, but Lord, please let Rick be the one we can be with... someone Grace's mother will eventually accept... Thank You... ........ yeah... that's what I wrote earlier today... oh, Grace's father now has a toolbox in the back of his truck... hnnn... guess that's all for tonight... adios. -Jax Rihalis Current Mood: indifferent (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 12th, 2008
6:52 pm	stressful... / Jax Right... Lady Lorit really needs to think things through before becoming flattered by people she doesn't know over the phone. Congratulations! You have been entered in a ($however much$) sweepstakes AND you can choose to have a WONDERFUL dress watch for free! Would you want the stylish male or female watch? Oh, and what magazines do you like? You can choose up to 5... oh! we'll give you an extra one! OKAY! You get these items for free for 4 years! --free... as in not paying the company themselves, but having the company taking money out of your own account... something they obviously didn't tell Lady Lorit-- Alright then! Are you over the age of 18? What is your address? Is this your only phone? Do you have a Master/Visa/etc. card? What is your number? Thank you! Hey, I'm kind of new here. Someone else is going to call you soon. Can you put in a good word for me? Thanks! You're so sweet! .....that's basically how she got sucked in from what she told me... anyway, if you wish to see the convo with a friend that goes a bit more into detail, click below. ( Convo. ) Aside from that, the day was ok... English... ok... Drawing... great.... actually saw one of the female models. not that bad looking... also got complimented with the artwork I was doing in class... hnn... it was when I arrived home that I figured about this financial scare... oh, bro. also had a dream... he said he'll post it later tonight... Adios. -Jax Rihalis Current Mood: stressed Current Music: some pokemon song (Comment on this)
Monday, February 11th, 2008
12:38 pm	actually is a nice website... / Jax as the title says, it's a neat site... already have $7.59 -Jax Rihalis Current Mood: indifferent Current Music: some pokemon song... (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 9th, 2008
6:01 pm	dream... / Jax ......was on Gaia Online earlier today... didn't really get efficient sleep last night since I fell asleep at the computer... but anyway, I took a short "power nap" I guess they can say (about 50 minutes)... but during this nap, I had a bizarre dream... the song Gessekai (Moonworld -- OP to NightWalker) was playing on the computer when I fell asleep... don't know if that added any part to the dream... I dreamed that I was a Mortician... I was in the facility looking at bodies that were lined and rowed up... they were all dead... brownish/yellowish skin... I don't know how they died or what killed them... I inspected the first two and pulled them away from the group... they were off to the side... I went and looked at the third person... the third person was a female... it looked like she died from shock since her eyes and mouth were open... she had medium dark brown wavy hair... because she was dead, it looked like she had dull grey eyes... I looked at her from my spot, all silent... I reached my hand out to pull her toward the first two, but then saw a tear fall from one of her eyes... in a soft whisper I heard, "I'm not dead..." she then jolted back to life while deeply gasping in air, her skin no longer a brownish/yellowish color, but pale as if she was originally dead... I was shocked beyond all means, that I jolted some. I called a nurse (don't ask... I'm guessing assistant) to come quickly... two of them came, both females... I told them that this one was still alive and so they took her and moved her elsewhere to help her recuperate... that is around the time I woke up... as for the setting in the dream, the room I was in had little lighting in there. -Jax Rihalis Current Mood: spooked by dream Current Music: Gessekai (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 3rd, 2008
6:31 pm	...bitch... / Jax well, it happens again... just so you all will know, bro. won't be on tonight... he had to deal with Grace's mother's shit... mainly it's a football night and Grace's father invites some people to come over to watch the game... Grace's mother didn't know about it, so she was in her pajamas in the living room watching tv... well, we come in with one of the guests because he arrived just as we came back... she's starts blowing a fuse because she wasn't expecting any fucking company... she wants to be treated like a fucking queen in the damn house! having everyone tell her what's going on, and what's going on in their own lives... EXCUSE ME, BITCH, THERE'S A THING CALLED FUCKING PRIVACY!!! Plus being too damn nosey... hell... this person we came in the house with... he's actually Grace's current b/f... what does Grace's mother do? She pulls bro. into a different room and starts consulting with him not to talk to him ever again. And if so, just the casual hello, nothing else. fuck... what the HELL does she have in our private lives?! what does she want us to do, act cold hearted toward an individual she doen't like?! fuck, that's her problem, not ours.. bro. even ask her if he could still be friends... she said no. she doesn't want us to talk with him--just the hi, that's it. she said she did some background checking on him... he lives with 3 friends since they're paying for an apartment... says he barely passed high school... didn't have a good time growing up with his parents since he lived with a step... was looking for a house (tell me, what's wrong with that?)... damn, so much on this woman's mind... if she doesn't like him, he's not a possible candidate for Grace... FUCK THAT SHIT!!!! once we get the hell out of here, it's not her damn business to know what or who the hell we hang out with!!! ............. but yeah... Bro. started busting in tears when away from everyone... I had to calm him down some, so yeah... same fucking shit that happened with Junior is starting all over again... -Jax Rihalis Current Mood: irritated Current Music: Naraku no Hana - Higurashi Kai (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 27th, 2008
10:41 pm	POKEMON / Hissel HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! a few nights ago, I DID IT!!!! I CAUGHT MESPRIT!!! ^-^ |/ I caught it in the most bizarre way, too... I was sleepy! I used Golbat's Mean Look and prevented it from running away... and then I started throwing Ultra Balls... again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again... o_O; it's hp was at 1 and it was still escaping the ultra balls... *sighs* BUT ALAS!!! I FINALLY CAPTURED IT!!! WHOOOO!!!!! XD And I was getting even more tired and sleepy because I had the mind set of it not even bumping the ball once, because it kept on breaking loose!!! Gaarrr!!!! but yeah... I was sleepy and wasn't thinking about it --I was about to fall asleep while playing the game-- and the next thing I know, DA Da da... DADADA DADA DADA~! O_O; My eyes suddenly opened and I SAW IT!!! I'VE CAPTURED MESPRIT!!!! WHOOOOOOOO~!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! NOW I HAVE THE THREE... things, and Dailga! HAHA~! Now after planting some more berries and leveling up, I'm going to try getting through Victory Road! HAHA! Adi~! -Hissel Rihalis Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 26th, 2008
12:29 am	Picture Survey / Jax Rihalis ( Taken from Shockadelica ) -Jax Rihalis Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: Naraku no Hana - Higurashi Kai (Comment on this)